This is what I get!

I hate helping people. I will never help another person as long as I live. Why? Because everytime I help somebody, usually a friend, I never get thanked for it. I always come out looking as the "bad friend" or the one whos hurting them. Im really just trying to help because i just dont want to see that friend get hurt. But i have learned my lesson. This is what i get for being nice. So if you think i fucken hurt you, I wont be there for you when the real person that hurts you screws you over. I wont be there when you feel like shit. I know it sounds bad but thsts how i feel. My friend makes me feel like shit when she says that im hurting her when i just really want to help. I never knew i was such a bad friend. Im barely finding that out this year which sucks ass. I am jut so mad at that friend right now and this is the only way i could express it. I have lost my weekend sister!