This is Crap

I am so tired of all this shit! I cant stand being in school anymore. IT SUCKS!! I dont know why people act like fucken children when they're not. Why cant they just fucken talk about shit instead of letting it grow into a bigger problem. I just hate that! I dont want to lose one of my best friends but i dont know what to do anymore. If I lose that friend it would be like losing a part of my life. its our senior year and i dont want it to be the worst year of my life. It seems like it will be though. I dont want it to be, i dont! I really dont need all this crap right now. I just want to forget everything thats happening right now but i cant! I go through it everytime i come to school. I should've listened to my dad when he wanted to move to Oklahoma. I should've moved! That way i wouldn't be going through this horrible time and i wouldn't be feeling like crap.