San Diego!

Im going to go to San Diego on Saturday! Yay! Im am so happy! I cannot wait to get there. We are going to leave at 5 in the morning acording to my dad but I know that we wont end up leaving until 10 or 12. We always leave late. Today im going to visit the University of La Verne. I hope that I really like it. Im going to buy myself a ULV sweater or shirt, whatever is nicer.

I left my heart in a cup somewhere in Spain

I loved Spain! I had sooo much fun! I will never forget that week! I love Segovia. It is an amazing place. Im really going to miss all the incredible architecture. I wonder if the people who live there know how amazingly beautiful their streets are. I wonder if they know how fortunate they are to live in such a beutiful country. Everything is beautiful there. I love the way the people talk. Every thing they say sounds amazing, even if its an insult! I will return someday! I have to! There are so many hot guys in Spain, and Italians!! WOW! We also met a group of amazing guys. They were very nice and super sweet. I also fell in love with a store over there. Its named Bershka. They have amazing clothes. Its like another Forever 21. Thanks to that store now i know what to name my first child: Elodie Bershka. I left my mark in Madrid! Yay! I blew a fuse when i was straightening my hair. It was both hilarious and scary. The converter blew up! Smoke started to come out of it! And the tv wouldn't work anymore! In the words of Samantha "Good Times, Good Times."

Bye Bye!!

Well today is my last day in America. Tomorrow i will be on my way to Spain! Thirteen Hours on a plane!!! That is way too much! I dont know how im going to handle it. Its going to be so much fun though. I have a lot of stuff to do today! Imma be so busy! I have to pack and wash and write my list and I have to charge my camcorder. Its a lot of stuff to do! I dont know how im going to do it all in one day! WOW!! I cant believe were leaving tomorrow! I remember when we had like 70 days left! It seems so unbelievable. Ive been looking forward to this since the day I signed up for it. Well BYE BYE!! Be back in a week!

SPAIN!!!

ONLY 4 DAYS LEFT BEFORE WE LEAVE TO SPAIN!!!!! Omg im so happy! I can't wait! I want tot be there already! If I could leave right now I would. Its going to be so much fun. I have everything I need. The only thing I could still get is a jacket but I dont think im going to get one. OMG OMG OMG!! Time flies by soooo freakin fast. I can't believe that its already April. We only have like 2 and a half months left of high school! Its unbelievabe and so sad. I have decided to go to La Verne Univesity cause i didnt get accepted anywhere else. Stupid Pitzer!! I hate you!!!

This Feels So Surreal!!

I cant believe it! Saturday was the greatest day ever! I got to meet some of the cast members of One Tree Hill, my favorite show ever! It was soooo amazing! I got to meet Lee Norris (Mouth), Hilarie Burton (Peyton), and James Lafferty (Nathan). It was so cool. They are all really nice and so sweet. Tyler Hilton and Jack's Mannequin performed. Tyler rocks! He sings so nice! Its too bad i didnt get him to sign the soundtrack. He left before we got to the front of the line. Lee Norris is super sweet! I love him!! He was asking people their names as they went up to him. He even told me that I was pretty!! Im sure he told that to thousands of other girls but I still feel super special! It was so amazing! Hilarie noticed my finger and asked me about it! She even told me about her little accident! She is so cool! My finger actually came in handy this time. James is amazing! He is super hot! It was soo cool!! I would wait those four hours in line all over again! It was worth it!! I also bought a One Tree Hill shirt! Its really nice and I love it!! Im sooo happy right now!!

Its Going To Be A Long Friday!

Today is Friday and I would usually be happy cause its Friday, but im not. Today sucks! I know that for sure im gonna be stuck at home. I really wanted to go see She's All That but im not going to go after all. My friend just had an operation and she cant go with us. I dont want to leave her out of all the fun so im just gonna wait until she gets better to go see it. I hope she gets better really soon. Hopefully on Saturday I go to the mall.

Three Great Movies!

So on Saturday I had nothing to do so I decided to watch the movies my sister had rented. I watched Just Friends and Voces Inocentes. Just Friends was hilarious! I really liked it. It was really good. Voces Inocentes was very sad. It made me cry so much. Its a very sad movie but also really good. I cant believe that things like that actually happen in the world. It is unbelievable. Later on that day, I watched Walk The Line. I loved that movie! It is really good. Joaquin Phoenix and Reese Witherspoon are the greatest actors ever!

Its Raining Its Pouring!

Soo...its Friday and its raining and its freezing cold. To top it all off I have to stay in school until 8pm. I dont want to stay but i have to. So thats really going to suck. I hope the dance is fun and I hope we make a lot of money. We have only sold a few tickets and our only hope is that we will sell the rest of them today after school or during lunch.

Sadies?

I have no idea if were going to have Sadie Hawkins or not. A few days ago Mrs. Lopez said that we weren't going to have it but now she says that we are. So I have no idea whats going to happen. We need to sell one hundred tickets by today and its just not going to happen. Its impossible to sell 100 tickets in one day! I really wanted to decorate it! It would've been fun though. Even if we dont have the dance im still going to have fun tomorrow. My friends are going to come over and were going to watch a few movies. Im also going to go to the DMV and take my permit test. I hope I pass it! I better pass it! I need to pass it!

32 Days!!!

OMG!! OMG!!! OMG!! Its almost here! Just 32 more days and im in Spain!! I cant wait! Its going to be so much fun. I hope I meet a lot of new people there. I have everything ready to go. I hve my list but I still need to add a few things. The only thing Im wooried about is my finger. It hasnt healed yet! I still cant move it. I hope that its better by then but I really doubt it. Damn finger!

Today is a Good Day!!

Today is a great day! Its raining and its cold which is great. Today im going to go to my friends house and watch a movie. We are also going to eat pizza. Its going to be a lot of fun! There are only 35 days left before we leave to Spain!!!! Only 35!!!!!!! I love this. Its from my favorite show One Tree Hill of course. I just LOVE it!!!


"This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?
Did it steal into our lives, or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us?
That we now send our children into the world like we send young men to war...
Hoping for their safe return...
But knowing that some will be lost along the way.
When did we lose our way?
Consumed by the shadows,
swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?"

My Favorite Poem!!

I love this poem! Its one of my favorites. I read this poem for the first time when I was in elementary school and I instantly fell in love with it. It rocks!!

Nobody

Nobody loves me,
Nobody cares,
Nobody picks me peaches and pears.
Nobody offers me candy and Cokes,
Nobody listens and laughs at my jokes.
Nobody helps me when I get in a fight,
Nobody does all my homework at night.
Nobody misses me,
Nobody cries,
Nobody thinks I’m a wonderful guy.
So if you ask me who’s my best friend, in a whiz,
I’ll stand up and tell you that NOBODY is.
But yesterday night I got quite a scare,
I woke up and Nobody just wasn’t there.
I called out and reached out for Nobody’s hand,
In the darkness where Nobody usually stands.
Then I poked through the house, in each cranny and nook,
But I found Somebody each place that I looked.
I searched till I’m tired, and now with the dawn,
There’s no doubt about it –
Nobody’s gone!

-Shell Silverstein

So...Yeah....

Well I went to the doctor yesterday and I was right, my finger is broken. Now I have to wear this stupid thing on my finger untill it heals. I feel so stupid with it! I hate it. Hopefully my finger will heal soon and I wont have to wear that stupid thing anymore.Today Im all alone cause Mayella and Maribel went to a field trip. I guess this is what its going to be like in college. I wont have my best friends with me. Ill be all alone for a while, its sad but true. For sure I know my friend Mayela isn't going to be around a lot. I think shes going to end up going to Northridge. It's so sad cause shes my best friend. Shes always been there when I've needed her help. Im going to miss her a lot. Maribel might go to Pomona but she can always change her mind and end up at Berkley. If she does go to Pomona well be college buddies!! Yay!!! Thats IF I get into Pitzer. Either way, Im still going to lose one of my best friends. Thats so sad!

I hate fingers!!!!!!

I am never playing basketball again!!! On Saturday I was playing basketball and in the middle of the game, I broke my finger. It hurt like hell!! I cant move it at all. It looks so nasty!! Its all purple and swollen, and fat from the top. It looks really gross! I still cant move it at all and its been like three days. I really need to go to the doctor cause my stupid finger is scaring the hell out of me. EWWWWW!!!

@ home.

I got better Ishbel! But I still feel eh.

Hope you guys have a great day!

The Incredibles are Incredible!!!

I love the movie The Incredibles. It rocks! That was the second time i've seen it and I still love it. I love Jack Jack! Hes so cute. I could watch that movie over and over again and not get tired of it.
That's what I watched yesterday. I think I might watch it again today. Maybe just maybe.

Winter Formal!!

I had so much fun on Saturday. The DJ kinda sucked, well really sucked, but other than that I had tons of fun. I did Mayela's and Maribel's hair. It looked sooo pretty!!! I also did Mayela's make-up. It took me about an hour to do their hair and it took me a little over an hour to do my own hair. We danced the whole night even though the music sucked. The cheesecake was sooo good!! UMMM!! I gave Maribel almost half of it because she was bugging but when she went to greet people I took a bite out of it. I couldn't resist!!! It was so delicious!! After the party we went to Denny's. We ate there. I got home at around 2 in the morning and went to sleep like at 3. My feet still hurt though, even after two freakin days. I think they hurt worse than yesterday! This is the pic. we took at Denny's:

I Want A Notebook!!

Last Saturday I finally got to watch the movie The Notebook. I fell in love with that movie!!! It is the most beautiful love story I have ever heard about. It is a very nice movie and that dude that comes out in the movie is super hot!! I forgot his name. This movie is also really sad. It made me cry so much but I still loved it. I just had to write about it, I just had to. Go watch it if you havent seen it yet. Go NOW!!!!

A Lost Week

I am so tired and my head hurts like hell right now. This sucks! i havent done anything worth while this week but fail tests and be annoyed by my family. I really cant stand them sometimes. Especially my dad. He pisses me off soooo bad sometimes. Damn! Like on Saturday he made me so mad. It wasnt all his fault I kinda took my anger out on him for no reason. I was just really mad that day cause I was left out by my stupid tia. They went to this thing in Anaheim and didnt take me but took my sister. What made it worse was that all my cousins went. This week ive also been looking at freaky pictures of ghosts. Freaking Mayela keeps showing them to me and its starting to freak me out. Some of them are cool but others are just freaky. What else have I done this week? Well yesterday I missed like the first 20 min of One Tree Hill!! I cant believe i forgot! Next week better be wayyy better or else imma kick some ass!

I LOOOVEEE ONE TREE HILL!!!!

Last nights One Tree Hill was not that good. I like it but not as much as other episodes. This episode needed a little more drama. It was weird too cause the things that they showed in the promo didnt happen. Like Lucas dying. Well of course I didnt want him to die but i was misled by the promo!! Misled!! Stupid promo! Well I still liked most of it. The thing that I didnt really like was all the flashbacks. That was kinda frustrating. It kinda pissed me off. But I still love the show and cant wait till next weeks episode. Its gonna rock! I wonder whos coming back to Tree Hill? I think it might be Jake. Hopefully its Jake. I really want him to come back. The show needs him!! Or it might also be Keith but hes not really that important to the show so I dont think its gonna be him but who knows.

Midnight!!!

I love going to the movies late. I went to the movies with my best friends Mayela and Sammy on Friday. It was so fun and really super last minute. We got there at eight in the night and the movie we wanted o watch didnt start until 10 so we had to go to a little cafe cause the stupid fudgers wouldnt let us in. We had fun in that little cafe. It smelled really good! Mayela played checkers with Sammy and of course Sammy won. Then she played against me and I won. She really sucks at playing checkers. We went into the movie theatre like at 9pm. We watched Fun with Dick and Jane. It was such a good movie. It was really funny. I really liked it. We got out of the movie like around 12 in the night.